Visits are so hard. It's like sitting with a stranger each week I go. He's cold, uncaring, selfish. This isn't the same boy I knew. I walked out today after 30 min of a 60 min visit. He has no remorse for his crime and it physically hurts me to see that. His attitude is horrible, refuses help or to change. He's only 15, and this isn't a healthy path in life to choose. I feel guilty for leaving but there's only so much I can take.
He has been diagnosed with autism. An evaluation has been done while he's been incarcerated and it says there's a possibility of schizophrenia. I haven't seen the eval yet, still trying to get a copy. I will have to check out the book. And also, he has always been a handful, minor trouble before now.
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