I am looking forward to next Monday I get to visit my son with his brother and hopefully my grandson his son. It's been almost 5 months since I have visited him he has been struggling with drugs and I am praying he is doing better. I can't afford the phone calls right now and am writing a lot of letters and email him often. I'm not sure what the difference in a blog post or a discussion but I'm just trying to stay focused and not feel alone and overwhelmed. I stopped all communication with his grandparents which at first I felt guilty for standing up for myself but I am mentally much better since then. I don't have transportation so relying on family members to take me for visit is hard cause no one else goes. Praying he doesn't loose his visits before I go. Praying he isn't high and is staying healthy
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