Realy need to get better

have been struggling with health issues and depression for most of mylife. I just got home from the hospital yesterday afternoon. After I collapsIed at my daughter in laws house. My blood pressure was so low I couldn't talk or stand. Was taken by ambulance and had a pretty good scare. This was the second time in the last 2 months I was in the E R for blood pressure. I know I forgot to eat and was very stressful when my son David appeal was affirmed. Have waited 2 years felt like my heart was ripped out. I know it takes a long time and their is still hope but my body is a mess. Thank goodness I am still here a wake-up call for me. I have to stay healthy!! I'm trying to remember that God has this but some days I just don't know what to do! I have been praying all day. I'm tired and just want my son to come home some day. Sorry I just can't tell anyone else this. My family is just tired of hearing it. New meds are helping a little. One day at a time sometimes one minute. Thanks for letting me vent and I pray for all of our son's and daughters. Janet C.
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  • Take care of yourself Laura.  You need to be well to get through all of this and your family needs you to do that one thing.  Be well.  Sending prayers

  • Praying for you...and your son..

  • I am having a hard time sending mssg and posting thanks Laura. Means a lot to me
  • Janet,
    You are so not alone. I feel so much the same way. Please reach out privately to me if you want to talk. I understand. I really do. Hold tight. Laura
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