This is a first time for me ever. At no time befor now has life ever prepared me for what I'm going through. I finally got myself a nervous break down and had to leave work early for weekend off which I spent flat on my back watching Penny dreadful's and eating Reese's trying to get food down my throat and sleeeep!!. I sure didn't help that I just had the last 9 teeth I own ripped out of my head. I am so unprepared to navigate the mysteries and the slowness of the penal system in this country. I like to do a lot of reading, and I really like to do a lot of writing. It purges me.My son has told me that a lot of people in his jail have a come by to judge him --- and some others have come by to offer support~~ I told him please pay attention to THOSE people.He is 950 miles away from me at this time being that he is not been to court yet. My hope is that the lawyers are able to get the grand jury to suppress parts of his confession which I believe to be illegally obtained, but that's what we're going to try to figure out. This could be good news for him.I also feel like his wife had something to do with the crime he was supposed to have committed. She is a devil, a narcissistic cluster B personality disorder. It is still early and I have plenty to think about, where this girl is concerned, I don't intend to let my son go down alone for something that she caused him to become ---- susceptible to a crime he would never have done, mind control, and all kinds of abuse.
I was never prepared for this either. If I would have been I think I would have chose death this pain is unbearable. Stay strong ( I should follow my own advice LOL )
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