I pick myself up when I fall because I know you need me.
I run for the phone because I don't want to miss your call. I know it might be a day or three until the next one.
My heart breaks a little when I don't get to the phone in time.
I have chosen a radical acceptance of everything that has led up to this point because I know it is the only way to move on.
Sometimes the guilt still creeps in to gnaw on me.
I cherish the fact that you are still alive and I can still see you.
I am sad that I cannot hug you.
I am happy when I can make you smile.
I do not condone your actions.
I still love you with all my heart.
Sometimes I have to paint on a smile for encouragement.
I love it when we can make each other laugh.
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